Happy Day beautiful people!!!!!! I’ve had this blog sitting on my heart for a few days now and a lazy, rainy, Sunday is a perfect day to finish it.
I’m laying in bed this morning being ever so lazy, because I have just completed an intense 7 day training course that tested my limits, and set my mind reeling with endless possibilities. It was exactly what my body, mind and soul needed. I needed to release all the bullshit of the past 7 months of my life. I needed to forgive, mostly myself, and I needed to heal. Here’s something I learned…stuffing your shit into a duffel bag and throwing it to the back of a closet only works for so long before your shit starts to seep out of that bag. Then you’re just covered in shit and have no idea how to clean yourself up. The thing is, I found a way to clean my shit up, and for the first time in 7 months I feel like I can breath again. It feels like the heaviest weight has been lifted from my heart. It feels light, and bright, and full of love again.
I learned this week how to really connect with myself, to figure out who I am and what I want and need in life. Most of all I learned what I DESERVE! I moved away from just being “mom”, and “his” ex, and the “hairstylist”…..I found myself. I found Meaghan, and let me tell you something….she is cool as fuck!!! Everything became so clear to me about my life, and my purpose this week. One of my soul tribe babes said to me….”OMG you took yourself to the next level!!!!! Like Meags 2.0!”. I died laughing, but she was so right!!!! I am the newest update to Meags 1.5…it took 7 days but the update was incredible, and now I feel whole again. Like I belong in my body, and my heart is full and, and my soul is at peace. It’s such a beautiful feeling… I have this overwhelming sense of freedom all of the sudden. Like a bird set free. There is no one on the face of this planet that can clip my wings now….( 😉 ).
So, can we all agree that living our life as our true, brilliant selves is exactly what every human being needs to do!!!??? We need to release the shit weight us down and just breath in the awesomeness that is this life!! If you’ve ever had a dream that you thought was way to outrageous to even consider, I wonder why??? When did you decide it’s too outrageous? When did you decide you can’t do it? When did you decide that you were beneath your dreams???? And when did you decide you weren’t worth an incredible life designed just by you!!!?? We are powerful and magnificent beings, that have every single thing we need within us, to live our purpose!!!! It’s time for people to let go of their excuses, let go of their attitude, their limiting beliefs in themselves, their anger, and sadness and everything in between. Get rid of the guilt….Why the fuck are you still feeling guilty about something that happened when you were 10 anyways!!?? This is all the shit weighing people down and keeping them stuck. The course that I took not only cleared my pile of shit, it gave me all the tools necessary to be able to help other people in getting rid of theirs. This new venture that I am embarking on is going to be ridiculous…my god it scares the shit outta me, but I am so incredibly excited. I can’t wait to change the world for as many people as possible. (Note to all my beautiful hair clients: no the salon is NOT closing down! LOL) It’s going to free so many people of the burdens they carry around with them everyday and it’s going to see me living in my true passion for helping others.
So the basis of this blog, even though it’s totally all over the place, is this: LIVE, LOVE, and LAUGH my beauties…..and do all of these things with every single fibre of your being. Do it with the strength you and I both know you hold in your heart and soul. Go out and do what you love! No one has the power over you. Not your thoughts, your actions, your emotions, NOTHING! You have all of the power you need inside of you. Maybe you don’t see it now, good lawddddddd, I didn’t see it for 18 whole years for crying out loud!!! Today I can tell you very emphatically, you have it in you…you have it all laying quietly inside of you just waiting to burst out, and if you can’t quite see it, hear it, feel it, taste it, smell it….let me know and we can find it together!
All my love beauties!